I can't say that with overly much confidence, because I said it before and it didn't work out, but ... I'm not giving up, therefore: I really wanna lose a lot of weight that year, I must. The surgery I recently had showed me how much more risky and scary something like that is for obese people like myself. I don't want that anymore, and I want to be able to go out and just live, in general. So that's it.

That's really the only thing I truly hope to achieve. Everything else depends on being successful here.