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    I'm so tired.

    Bear with me. I have not posted lately, but I can't help it. Bear with this little bit of drama, I just need to let it all out. You might say this is all to get some attention, you might say I'm a desperate internet-dweller... I don't care. Just bear with me.

    I haven't posted a lot lately. Not that I usually do.

    Last month, and so far this month as well, have been the worst possible ever.

    A good friend of the family was kidnapped. Saved, after a week, by paying about 150,000 dollars to the captors.

    Before that, both my dad and I got our iPods stolen - mine by some guy and the traditional "Don't you dare scream, bitch!" routine.

    Then, a drunkard almost hit my brother's car - which ended in my brother colliding against a house, destroying his car and half the wall. He wasn't injured, but the drunk driver got away and we had to pay this all.

    Today, my own father got kidnapped. Mom and I went to the store and when we got back, the phone was ringing.

    I pick up. A strange voice says "Hello. You (mom's name)?"
    I answer, no, I'm her daughter (stupid of me to answer). Who is it?

    "From your dad."

    My mom went pale a soon as she picked the receiver, and I already knew what was going on.

    Fortunately, it's not so serious. He isn't asking for money. He just wants the papers for dad's car, and some of mom's jewels.

    She is on her way to pay the "ransom" right now. I gave her my pearls and the one-diamond ring my grandpa gave me for my eighteenth birthday. With a little bit of luck, nothing will have happened.

    But I'm tired of this. Sick and tired. I'm becoming more and more paranoic. I have a voice in-mail in my cellphone and I'm too afraid to hear it. I'm tired of living in this situation, being afraid of half the people in the street, being afraid of any strange voice that answers the phone.

    I want out. I just want out of this goddamned country, or at least this stupid city. God, I'm so, so, so tired, so sad, so worried, and so powerless against it all. I hate this. God, I'm just so tired.

    Thanks for reading.

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    Awesome user with default custom title UChessmaster's Avatar
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    man... that hard, i hope your father is ok and everything ends well... what country do you live?
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    I'm sorry to hear what your family has to go though. It must really be tough for you and your family to bare all that out of the blue, and all of the sudden. I hope everything turns out for the best for you and your family.
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    Oh Goddamn it. Saw alot of crap in Jamaica before I moved here, but I was really young and didn't have to experience most of it.

    I know us internet dwellers condolences and encourage really isn't much, but I'm afraid thats really all we can do, least what I can do. I wish you and your family the best, and I'm glad I got out of such living conditions early on.

    It really is a downer to know there are alot of people going through such things when my biggest worry at the moment is final exams. From the sound of things, you really need a break.

    Wish you and your family the best.....though wishing won't do much.

    It pisses me off how utterly and completely worthless the police force can be at times. Its the same everywhere save for countries such as America.
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    Wow, thats fucking horrible. I feel extremely sympathetic and I truly do hope that you can get out of your situation, or atleast that it becomes better.

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    All i can say is that, I hope that everything turns out alright. My, thought are with you, remember when you're at the very bottom there is only one way to go, right.

    It makes me sad to see you in this much pain, and I know that you don't post alot but when you do it is something worth reading and most of the time it puts a smile on my face.

    I truly hope that your father is ok and the better day will come very soon for you.
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