Yeah, it's kind of gratifying to destroy something but it's rarely worth the inevitable regret.
I've never thrown my controller at the tv because it's incredibly expensive but I have broken game controllers. I have become a lot better than I was when I was in my teens when it comes to losing my temper but there are moments here and there.
I've already been looking at used BBs and I think some people are asking too much. How would you define "cheap"?